Me, Scared? No...

posted Jan 28, 2014, 4:20 PM by Unknown user   [ updated Apr 16, 2014, 8:16 PM by Ms T Vento RTMS ]
I don't know what your talking about. I am not scared of anything. They call me Ms. Fearless.... because I'm fearless ( just so we are all on the same page). You must know I'm kidding. Go look in the dictionary, and my name will be right under the word scared. I watch crime shows and I'm always accompanied by insects outside . So no, those aren't the kinds of things I'm afraid of. I'm not a big fan of clowns, however I'm not afraid of them either. Fine I'll tell you. But only because I was asked to do so by my tech teacher. I'm scared of people. Don't get me wrong, I think I'm very social and believe me I love to talk. However, that's not what I mean. I can't stand the fact that there are people out there, angry people . People that can scare me, just by taking a look at them. It's not that I judge, It's just that, if your not blood related or someone I've met and I'm friends with, don't count on me staring you in the eye..... or looking at you at all . A few weeks ago we had a cyber bullying and a "Dangers of the Internet" presentation. I kept thinking " I have these presentations every year. There's nothing to be worried about." I was absolutely wrong. That presentation scared the life out of me . I mean it. You could hear my heart beat, standing a few meters away. The police officer could even smell my fear. I could tell by the way she looked at my weak, weak self. I was that close to running and hiding.... and never coming back . But then I realized, there is a very easy way to stop this silly fear. Being careful. I need to put all my settings on private, have a VERY difficult password ( that no one knows) and lastly to always know who I'm talking to, and to never speak or answer someone that I don't know. After all, you should never let fear stand in your way. Your way bigger than the word afraid, and I am too.